God sent me signs yesterday.
It was a beautiful day for a field trip. I’m so glad I went, as Quinn kept giving me cuddles and nudges and telling me he loves me all day.
We walked through time as we visited all of the old houses and shops at Old Bethpage Village. At one house, an older gentleman had a violin that was made in the 1800’s. He played us a song and talked about how it was made. We were pressed for time but he asked if we had time for one more song. He said the song was “Amazing Grace”.
He told the children that the song is about God’s grace, and His grace is for everyone. The composer of the song was a slave trader, and came to the realization that slavery was wrong. He gave up his business and went back to England. He became a priest, and spent the rest of his life trying to atone and abolish slavery. Right before he died, England signed into law abolishing slavery, without a shot ever being fired.
Then this gentleman played the song, the children started to hum, and the teacher and moms started to sing along.
“Amazing grace, how sweet the sound.
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now I’m found,
Was blind but now I see.”
It was solemn and beautiful.
As we walked out quietly, another teacher came running up to me saying, “Keri!!! Keri!!! Come here!!!”
At first I was worried something happened, but she brought me to the dirt road and said, “You want your sign from God it’s going to be ok? LOOK UP!”
And there, after singing about God’s grace…
two rainbows circled the sun.
The sun, a symbol of the light of the world.
Two halo rainbows circling the sun, rainbows a sign of God’s promise to us.
It took my breath away.
We went into another house, and on the wall were intricate carvings of Jesus in the garden, and Jesus as a baby.
On the wall where the man played violin there was a spot where the candle was missing, but there was the smoke shadow, which looked exactly like the angel that appears on my bathroom wall.
He was with me all day.
When I came home I went to Danielle at the Peaceful Scorpion, and she has handed some fascia work. Fascia is the connective tissue that runs all through your body like a butterfly net, and it holds all trauma. The issues in our tissues build up and cause disease. She has a gift at helping me fall asleep multiple times, and I needed the healing session.
I came home and rested the rest of the day.
Today is a big day.
I’m teaching in the morning, then going to the hospital to find out my options.
Thank you God that I still have options.
Then I’m off to a retirement party for my principal. My head will be spinning I’m sure, but I love this man who has supported me and took me in when I felt broken as a teacher. I will always be grateful for him, and the environment he has fostered.
Today may I have discernment and clarity. May the treatments put before me lead me down a path of healing.
In Jesus’s name, amen.